Lots Of Stress and Lack Of Time.

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If I didn’t already feel like I was drowning in my life at the minute I was at a meeting for work a few weeks ago and found out in passing that I have to go back to fucking college (excuse the bad language ) . We were just chatting at the meeting when someone brought up the new childcare regulations that will be coming into effect January 1st next year . Anyone who wants to work with kids must have a Fetac level 5 or 6 qualification . So I sat and listened to them chat wondering where my teaching diploma fitted into this . The next morning I rang the college where I did my diploma and they confirmed my fears because I did my training in 2001 they wouldn’t be able to change it to the level 6 that it needs to be but if I had of done it in 2006 they would have been able to change it . Just my bloody luck !!!! This left me with no real choice if I wanted to stay teaching after January I had to go back and do my whole teaching diploma again.
I knew if I took to much time to think about it I wouldn’t do it so a few days later here I was a college student starting March 8th . Then last week I was sent the first of my Montessori pink language work and I had to laugh it’s the very same stuff they used in 2001 . How the fuck am I going to fit it all bloody in ? .
While I was sick last week I tried to work out a routine of what I need to get done and how I will fit it all into each day so nothing is missed and all I can say is I had better not be sick or have a day like today where I don’t even get lunch or I am screwed. I think god has put me here to suffer for some sort of sins I must have committed in a past life because the last three weeks have been shit !!.
Then just to add a little to my already high stress levels my mother tells me my uncle has just had a pace maker fitted due to an abnormal heart beat and that the whole family needs to be checked . His brothers , sisters , kids and nieces and nephews and guess who has had her heart checked already due to having a funny beat at times ??? Yes me !!! .
I really feel like I am drowning with no see out till at least September and I am so far in now there is no way out . I can see once March hits my blogging challenge will be out the window there is no room in my daily time for much of anything other than work or study and now a fucking heart check !!
It will get easier ??? Won’t it ???


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